You make me so hot.

It was a fucked up lovelife back when I was 14 to 15. It could've lasted longer without the cuts and bruises. Sometimes, knives and threats. It was horrible, those memories never leave my head. But I could tell people about this chapter of my life because there's nothing that I am hiding. Then another one started from 15 to 17... I had no fear but it was when my love was fucking taken for granted. Held on strong till he shook me away. Haha, call me a retard but I was so blinded by love.

I used to fight for what I thought was right and there was no fear in me. I used to be such a brave girl, to believe that I could go against all odds with the person whom I fell for. I thought there was forever and ever, I thought there was happily ever after.

It was hurtful and it's still hurting.

Now, I could just continue liking someone forever... without the partner's feelings reciprocated. Because I am afraid.

Anyway enough of all those emotional crap I think I'm back on track! Today was a basketball day with my boys at the park. Just like any random days where we'd do sports and hang out at Hao's place.

Bishan \m/

We likey balls.

Had to wear mum's 'cos I lost mine 450 years ago.

Someone please stop me from biting my nails...

The reason why the boys find me irritating because I adore torturing them, seeing their lil sad fuckfaces moan in pain. HAHAHAHAHAHA, justtttttttttt kidding! I was cooking, me, yes, me, cooking noodles for them and then I used the bloody hot chopsticks and poked Lion.

1 word.

SHIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK.

Tennis or Sean's place tomorrow! Can't wait.