Sudden urge of burnin' down the school, LOL.

Going to school is like going to another place... like my home, where I can surf the net and play online games and then do a little bit of day dreaming, a little bit of... sleeping. Well that is if you minus the facilitator and the work you have to put in... but seriously, I really think my school life in RP has been an absurd waste of MY bloody time.

After looking at the notes I used to write during my secondary school days, I'd really like to learn things through books and proper lectures or whatever lessons I can benefit from. If you think getting already-done work from other people of other classes are "doing work", then I really gotta give it up to all the people out there who are struggling with lectures, common tests and examinations. When I say people out there, I mean people in NYP, NP, SP, NAFA, TP, MDIS, SMU, SIM, SMS, SBS, KNN, CCB, YMCA and the colleges...

I really want to leave the school.

Because if I don't, I can totally imagine myself ripping heads off the facilitators because they can only "guide" us, not teach us. Wtf.

/ Edit 8.47 a.m

What a start to a fresh 1st of December when I witnessed a cockroach crawling around on my sister's bed (she sleeps in the same room as me). I am having this body rash thinking that it could be caused by this cockroach. Imagine the pang of disgust and horror as I watched that little creature prancing around happily until I... WHACKED IT WITH MY BIOLOGY NOTEBOOK. MUAHAHAHA, talk about evil Stifmeister! And dad changed my bed like last week and that's when my body rash came...

I NEED TO CHANGE MY BED.

AND SISTER HAS TO CHANGE HER BEDSHEET COVER.

/ Edit 2.25 p.m

Oh my god I used to be a strong girl and maybe that's why I didn't realise I've been sick for about a week or 2 already! I am having sorethroat and flu! That's like one in a million times...