FUCKING GENTING. FUCK YOU.

I feel like punching someone in the stomach right now because my mood is at the lowest point. It's not an everyday affair that my mood's like that, I cannot help it. I don't do moodswings and if I do, I'd try to hide it. But this time round I really feel like punching someone in the stomach and break all of the rib bones.

I cannot believe a trip which I thought would be exciting and pleasant is driving me insane. Sean's not going, Ness is not going, Wendy is not going. I am going to die there. I am. I am probably going insane over there because no one, no fucking one is going to talk to me. I don't talk to my aunts and if we do actually verbally interact with each other, it'd be times when they'd nag and nag and nag at how I should be doing this and not that.

Even if I enter the fucking casino there's no shit I can do there because I'm not even bloody interested in paying my own money to win money. Thank you very much. I really, want, to murder, someone right now. Talk about rollercoaster rides, wow, I actually do feel pretty fucking lonely because why? I'd be the only one whose interested in shitz like that.

Wow. So exciting.

To think I am not going online in about a few hours time and to think I gotta miss talking to Stan and friends, to think I am going to miss my beloved pillows and bolsters, I am going to jump off the fucking cliff.

WOW.

I cannot believe this shit.

WOW.

I really want to punch someone.

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I WANT. TO KILL. SOMEONE. 7 hours of... going there and another 7 of coming back...