Like.

There are a lot of possibilities in the world, that could happen. And it will affect me in 3 either ways... possibilities that would fuck me up and make me sad, possibilities that would make me extremely happy and lastly, possibilities that are still okay, borderline at just about everything.

And other than possibilities, I have insecurities.

After a failed relationship about half a year ago I lost all my trust and confidence. Broke down like a little girl I swear I'd never fall in love again (for about 10 minutes). But I never thought I would... I would... sigh.

I don't know what to do.